i woke up this morning and feel like i was going to pass out. The bathroom light was far too overstimulating and i couldnt even see as i robotically pee and comb my hair. its a good thing i have a routine or i would have been wandering around like a zombie. i wore my rivalry t shirt... which i liked until i cut it too short and i looked like an 80's wannabe. so i tied it. and ate a very unsatisfying breakfast but i enjoyed my tropicana orange juice. they shove some sunshine in that stuff or something because i love orange juice and its so yum. then i went to school. english was boring. except i love my friends. they brightened me up. i was actually semi-awake at that point. design wasnt too bad. i rather like that class. tomorrow i begin painting the floor which is exciting. then health. i like my friends in there too. we discussed embarrassing/ painful injuries and it was pretty funny. but we have a project to make a PSA so i cant wait to make video. that would be great. we used the drunk goggles... note to self: dont ever get drunk... geometry wasnt god awful either. ive come to enjoy it more because its so easy for me to understand. ive got a great B+ in that class so no complaints. I got to read some of Speak for english. i love that book. i totally relate to her, but i mean i havent been raped and i actually have friends but shes got some sort of relate-able charisma about her. i finally figured out why no one will talk to her but i wont spoil it for anyone. Then came lunch. lunch was ok. lauren was absent but nikki and steph were there. i was pretty dull today. im just really tired and im considering napping now... but maybe i'll just wait. History i almost fell asleep.... enough said. and Spanish was decent. i got a good grade on my in class thinger. but only cause i got the easy part. Then Bio. god. i have a C+ and it sucks cause its my fault and it was three big homework. but Ms. Mohan, being the nicest teacher she is, is letting me hand it in late. i owe her. I had to rush out to my locker and managed to sprint to the bus, nearly missing it. the bus is one of my favorite times of day though. im the last one off, but my bus is silent. everyone sits quietly and i can relax and basically day dream and think for a good half an hour. its terrific. today i almost fell asleep. most people would find it incredibly boring but i can lean my head against the window and listen to the lull of the engine and watch the clouds and scenery. just observe everything about everything. and i can think about anything i want too. just nice. that was basically my day, very dull and boring. not terrible... i'd give it a red car and a yellow car. I was just thinking about one of my favorite songs, Cassie (acoustic version) by Flyleaf. Flyleaf is so great. I'm not into christian rock or that kind of music at all, but flyleaf has christian influence. One line in this song is
"Don't be shocked people die; Be surprised your still alive"
the song is about this girl being matryed. she died because she believed in god, i believe it was during the columbine shootings. but that line seriously speaks to me. im not overly religious but its very touching and idk there are certain things that just move me. just thought i'd share. congrats if you read all this... you get a sticker.
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