Today was really boring, nothing exciting happened. It was just like a really BLAH day and almost every teacher was out. We did... nothing. SHOCKER.
I just blow dried my hair. its all soft. but i just looked in the mirror and i NEED another haircut badly. its too long. and its insane for me to be saying that but its below my shoulders already. If i keep chopping hair off at this rate, it might be gone. Anyways im thinking cutting my hair off right below my chin with the usual layers and angles. maybe more dramatic... oh who knows. im just babbling.
[playing: Bella's Lullaby by Carter Burwell]
prepare for some very rambly strange mumblings...
So i feel very stuck, i could talk to this guy before i admitted it to myself. and im feeling like confused. because like, i used to be like so comfortable talking to him and like aksjkdjjdskjaiwue. and i blame it on his friends making it awkward, but that was my lame excuse last time and i just dont know. [I Hate This Song- Secondhand Serenade] its my sick infatuation with guys. and if i dont say i like them, everything is cool, but if i tell my self the deep dark truth, its super awkward. grr. i hate it. im angry at myself. anywho, hes adorable, and we had a very nice aim discussion the other day. he suggested just going around the city and getting into shenanigans. which sounds fun no matter who suggested it. haha. I LOOOVE the city... ugh. my stomach hurts. im probably just stressing my self out over all this + lack of sleep.
goodnight.
decode that if you must but im thinking and hoping maybe its just a phase.
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