Have faith in what you've got and it will carry us all, carry us all.

clearly too obvious i like him. and i feel like i can't say anything to anyone because i drown in my own words, and i can't stop talking about him. Some people probably don't mind, others probably do. I wish i wasnt a hopeless romantic. it would make things so much easier. And no one even gets how far i've fallen. and no one reads what we say, so they dont know. And even if i tried, i wouldnt be able to say it in a comprehensible manner. recently "akjskdjaksd" (or any arrangement of random letters) is my new word. because i cant get out what i WANT to say. And erg. I have people who listen to me. But i just wish i could tell other people. but i really cant.
Its becoming not fair.