and you'll go to sleep, couting your blessings.

im dying of a headache. im so tired. im just gonna fake some Antigone journal if i can. crawl into the sweet escape of my blankets and sleep. i want to go into a nice deep REM sleep. sometimes sleep is my easy escape. so are books. i just spent 3 hours reading. i gotten myself into this wierd reading phase where i need books to survive. haha. and music recently has been my inspiration for anything. my art is my passion but i lack ideas when i need them. ahh im babbling again.

so yeah, i really want to im someone however it kinda freaks me out to. agh. jess i need to take your advice, it takes time. haha.

ahh im getting really dizzy. im gonna go take some motrin, then shower, then bed.