Colour me your colour, darling

Franz Ferdinand <3

hmm... I was just thinking about how insecure i am all the time. I've got low self-esteem. And i desperately want to change that. I want to be able to say nice things about myself. But I can't. *sigh*

My newest thing is thinking Positvely. I am no longer looking at the negative of anything. Take my crush... not going to think how everything is wrong, im going to look at all the good things I have, and all the good parts of the situation. like the fact we have a lot in common, we are already friends, he lives nearby etc. Instead of being like oh he didn't im me, or he thinks i dont like him. Idk. Its been working for me recently. And last night i did a little meditating. it really worked. I'm gonna try and keep this up.