How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

great poem. I love it. I want to go to college and basically live in a coffee shop with all the artsy people and discuss literature and whatnot. :]

I have nothing else to do so I thought I would blog a bit. I've gotten bad about that recently. I guess I just couldnt say anything I wanted to say here either.

I stayed up late last night having a lovely conversation with my girls last night, allison and nikki. God, I needed one of our chatrooms. Love is a stubborn thing. I need multiple rounds of reassurance before I believe something. Which is stupid, but im fairly sure I'm not the only one. I need a good kick before I'll do something. Whatever. I ended up staying up talking until 12 30 pm. Too late for me. And by the time I fell asleep it was 1 am. I woke up at 4 am to my Zune playing You're Body Is A Wonderland by John Mayer... which was the song I fell asleep to... So my playlist was looping for 3 hours while I slept. Oh well.

This morning I felt like I couldn't breathe. It was weird.

I think my grandma and aunt are coming over today. I don't mind, but i just want to be alone. You know when you want to be alone, and you dont want anyone to bother you in your deep thoughts? yeah, my mother frequently bothers me when I'm like that, and i have to clench my fists from breaking into an outburst. I'm not ever allowed to want to be alone in this house. Maybe I'll go outside and sit in the grass, listen to music, and sketch.